The Void
The realization of the void u left was a pain beyond comprehension. Somehow tears seemed the most natural outcome, yet how miserably they failed in bringing a feeling of comfort. It was if they flowed out to remove even the thinnest layer of dust that might have gathered the courage to blur some of the memories. The whole house seemed so silent as if trying to hold back a wail. Every single face trying to hide his tears from others.....n Pa seemed to be the most miserable failure at that. I always taunted Ma-Papa with the fact that they loved u more than me n deepu di....it seemed so very natural now!!! I still remember Deepu di(acting like the wonderful elder sister that she always has been) trying to console me and instead breaking into a wail herself!!! Even the adrak wali chai seemed so incomplete without you. The maid never seemed to make them good enough for me.....n you always would very willingly make them till it was almost perf...