Antardwand

Only if life was a little simpler Only if we got attracted to simple things Only if simplicity was not so boring Only if boredom was also interesting Only if interesting wasn't confined to what others did Only if others were always thoughtful of us Only if thoughts were a little more real Only if reality wasn't always contrary to our dreams Only if all dreams could have been  realized Only if realization din't always dawn after committing mistakes Only if mistakes were far less than successes Only if success wasn't something everybody except me had Only if I had a little more time Only if time was something that always remained good Only if good things did not always have to end Only if the end was not always bitter Only if bitterness to anything never clouded our perception Only if we perceived things the way they really are Only if things wasn't always used to denote inanimate Only if inanimate didn't always...

Some Questions Unanswered Some Prizes sought Some Unfulfilled dreams Some battles fought A satisfied Life A Life that rots Few tingling Sensations Some cold as frost Few remarkable wins Some by a whisker lost Few learn from mistakes Some frown at the thought Some avoid the jigsaw Few connect the Dots Some men pure white And some with a blot Some question the ethicality Some sanctify the plot The bigger point in question Somehow gets lost Who then decides "What is Right and what is Not??"

Somehow things don’t seem headed the right way. It is not even a crossroad- now no more chances to choose an option!!!!!! Things seem to have reached a dead end !! It is so end of the world kind..... Feelings I thought I had overpowered come crawling.... aspirations that never seemed they were start staring in the face all of a sudden. Ideas stifled long ago suddenly spring out from a treacherous maze of thoughts. Treacherous because- time and again they make you fall into traps whose existence you always knew.Answers that are hard to find and more so when you are doing so without questions!! Justifications that are hard to justify.............. Why does the vision seem so blurred?? Why is that I can’t get over roadblocks that have time and again blocked my onward march?Somehow things that have let me down have almost remained the same- only the settings and the protagonists change. Why do opinions influence me so much?Why do i have to make sense of every innane thing that is said?...